Saturday noon, Sun,
heat, all around everyone is laughing and yelling, and I am struggling
to fight back my tears and to fight back the laughing and the yelling.
I’m smiling, say that I "feel fine", they keep on talking and laughing
and I with a heavy and broken heart keep on living in an empty, blank and
alienated world. But inside I’m with my beloved that is gone, (with
the decision that I will never cry near them).
But what is my soul doing in such
a body?... Is it looking for Avital? the beloved
that’s gone, the child I raised and loved, took care of, and watched over.
Where is this girl, that promised
to love and care for us?...
Did she really fail us?
or maybe?...
Your missing mother. |
